55 days old and I finally hit a wall today. I’m exhausted – mentally, physically, emotionally – exhausted. It was the first day I had the thought that maybe it would be better if I weren’t [in the NICU with Oaklee] right now. I just need time to re-energize. I can’t handle the noise, the busyness, the stress or the reliance on the opinions of others anymore.
55 days old and I finally hit a wall today. I’m exhausted – mentally, physically, emotionally – exhausted. It was the first day I had the thought that maybe it would be better if I weren’t [in the NICU with Oaklee] right now. I just need time to re-energize. I can’t handle the noise, the busyness, the stress or the reliance on the opinions of others anymore.